Spent the day in the La Dalia office today. Tranquilo day but I got a lot of STUFF done. Margini made a beautiful sign for the dental hygiene workshops for kids. Tomorrow, I'm going to observe one of the workshops. I practiced new dental vocabulary in Spanish.
Thursday, October 4
Tuesday, October 2
5 Weeks in La Dalia
Hola!
Today I leave for La Dalia!
It's the same city I visited during the corn festival and my short trip to el campo. I will am going in order to learn more about the Accion Medica Cristiana project in Matagalpa. You can check out some past photos here.
I'm excited for the cooler weather due to the higher altitude and meeting an entirely new community. It's crazy to think I will be away from Mangua about the same time I've been here. Leaving the busy, dirty city life also gets my blood pumping, because I LOVE nature and open space. I challenged myself, during training in NYC, to seek God in the happening city life and I know there is beauty within a city... However, hearing about these moments before my arrival made me the most excited about my time in Nicaragua.
The reason I'm living in La Dalia for 5 weeks is so I can be totally immersed into the program and therefore be able to better communicate and share with future brigadas who visit Nicaragua. When medical teams or volunteer groups arrive to Nicaragua, they spend a day or two, at most, in Managua, going through orientation. Then, the groups stay and work within the El Tuma & La Dalia area. My role is to act somewhat as a cultural bridge for the groups and act more as an expert on Project Matagalpa.
I'm leaving with open arms, open ears, an open mind, patience, and flexibilty. Also, I pray for a sense of awe and wonder.
Monday, September 24
Last week, I experienced many what I would call "identity questioning or identity challenging" moments..... Also, I got to go salsa dancing!
Situations/conversations which got me thinking/praying this past week:
1. Listening once again to the history of Nicaragua and the United States ugly role in much of the past injustices and violence.
2. Sitting in a meeting with representatives from UMCOR who are traveling around Central America learning from organizations and asking the best ways for the Methodist church to be most helpful. One of the major responses from AMC is "TRUST US".
3. Meeting a new friend who worked with Doctors without Borders and traveled to some of the most impoverished and war stricken areas in the world.
4. Meeting a local Nicaraguan who one day when studying in New Orleans was almost deported and publicly humiliated simply because he had on a Nicaraguan shirt and looks Nicaraguan.
5. Hearing a Nicaraguan friend's perspective on all the missionaries who visit this country. He mentioned many times they come wanting to help but then still live rich separate lives.
6. Reading about how Texas and TCU are doing well in football and I am considering what this means for my liking and respecting University of Texas.
I will go into more details later this week. As I am being challenged, I still feel happy, blessed and humbled to be here.
Dios te bendiga!
Thank you for your continued support, mis amigos!
Whit
Situations/conversations which got me thinking/praying this past week:
1. Listening once again to the history of Nicaragua and the United States ugly role in much of the past injustices and violence.
2. Sitting in a meeting with representatives from UMCOR who are traveling around Central America learning from organizations and asking the best ways for the Methodist church to be most helpful. One of the major responses from AMC is "TRUST US".
3. Meeting a new friend who worked with Doctors without Borders and traveled to some of the most impoverished and war stricken areas in the world.
4. Meeting a local Nicaraguan who one day when studying in New Orleans was almost deported and publicly humiliated simply because he had on a Nicaraguan shirt and looks Nicaraguan.
5. Hearing a Nicaraguan friend's perspective on all the missionaries who visit this country. He mentioned many times they come wanting to help but then still live rich separate lives.
6. Reading about how Texas and TCU are doing well in football and I am considering what this means for my liking and respecting University of Texas.
I will go into more details later this week. As I am being challenged, I still feel happy, blessed and humbled to be here.
Dios te bendiga!
Thank you for your continued support, mis amigos!
Whit
Sunday, September 16
Friday, September 14
I've been busy with school this week. Yesterday, I celebrated my "roommates" birthday with her. Alysha is also a missionary taking classes for about 6 months before she begins teaching in an international school. Tomorrow is 1 out of 3 independence days celebrated by Nicaragua. I am spending today relaxing and studying a little bit of Spanish.
Earlier today I stumbled upon the fact that one of my favorite bands, The Avett Brothers, just dropped a new album. As I sampled the songs on iTunes, a few lyrics from this song jumped out at me. I decided to search for the rest of the lyrics. Here is the song:
Earlier today I stumbled upon the fact that one of my favorite bands, The Avett Brothers, just dropped a new album. As I sampled the songs on iTunes, a few lyrics from this song jumped out at me. I decided to search for the rest of the lyrics. Here is the song:
The Once and Future Carpenter
The Avett Brothers
I ain't from Texas, but I made my way from Dallas
And I know the lonesome sound is following
I ain't a gambler, but I can recognize a hand
And when to hold, when the queens are staring back at me
Once I was a carpenter, man my hands were calloused
I could swing a metal mallet sure and straight
But I took to the highway, a poet young and hungry
And I left the timbers where they lay
Forever I will move like the world that turns beneath me
And when I lose my direction I'll look up to the sky
And when the black cloak drags upon the ground
I'll be ready to surrender, and remember
Well we're all in this together
If I live the life I'm given, I wont be scared to die
And I don't come from Detroit, but her diesel motors pull me
And I followed till I finally lost my way
And now I spend my days in search of a woman we called purpose
And if I ever pass back through her town I'll stay
Forever I will move like the world that turns beneath me
And when I lose my direction I'll look up to the sky
And when the black dress drags upon the ground
I'll be ready to surrender, and remember
Well we're all in this together
If I live the life I'm given, I won't be scared to die
And my life is but a coin, pulled from an empty pocket
Dropped into a slot with dreams of sevens close behind
And hope and fear go with it, and moon and the sun go spinning
Like the numbers and fruits before my eyes
Sometimes I hit, sometimes it robs me blind
Sometimes I hit, sometimes it robs me blind
Forever I will move like the world that turns beneath me
And when I lose my direction I'll look up to the sky
And when the black cloak drags upon the ground
I'll be ready to surrender, and remember
Well we're all in this together
If I live the life I'm given, I won't be scared to die
And I know the lonesome sound is following
I ain't a gambler, but I can recognize a hand
And when to hold, when the queens are staring back at me
Once I was a carpenter, man my hands were calloused
I could swing a metal mallet sure and straight
But I took to the highway, a poet young and hungry
And I left the timbers where they lay
Forever I will move like the world that turns beneath me
And when I lose my direction I'll look up to the sky
And when the black cloak drags upon the ground
I'll be ready to surrender, and remember
Well we're all in this together
If I live the life I'm given, I wont be scared to die
And I don't come from Detroit, but her diesel motors pull me
And I followed till I finally lost my way
And now I spend my days in search of a woman we called purpose
And if I ever pass back through her town I'll stay
Forever I will move like the world that turns beneath me
And when I lose my direction I'll look up to the sky
And when the black dress drags upon the ground
I'll be ready to surrender, and remember
Well we're all in this together
If I live the life I'm given, I won't be scared to die
And my life is but a coin, pulled from an empty pocket
Dropped into a slot with dreams of sevens close behind
And hope and fear go with it, and moon and the sun go spinning
Like the numbers and fruits before my eyes
Sometimes I hit, sometimes it robs me blind
Sometimes I hit, sometimes it robs me blind
Forever I will move like the world that turns beneath me
And when I lose my direction I'll look up to the sky
And when the black cloak drags upon the ground
I'll be ready to surrender, and remember
Well we're all in this together
If I live the life I'm given, I won't be scared to die
Amen.
Monday, September 10
Just Be
When we over schedule ourselves in the belief that we can do everything, we stop being human and try to be godlike- not only impossible but also incredibly arrogant. Most of us are living at a pace that is not only unsustainable; it's also unbiblical.
You have enough time to do everything God wants you to do.
When something small loudly demands all our attention, its noise often drowns out the whisper of what's enormously important.
-Weird: Because Normal Isn't Working by Craig Groseschel
Sitting around a simple, green, plastic table draped with a tablecloth adorned with pictures of reindeer and an elf-like character; resides two of my missionary friends, Nicaraguan grandparents and me. For at least two hours we sat, ate, laughed, watched Alex's chicken named "Capitan: Whachew mean?" run around the yard, and simply enjoyed each others company. In Nicaragua, I never set my phone on the table awaiting for it to light up and I find myself worrying less about things I "need" to do. I sat and actually felt fully present with all of these beautiful people and got to discover more about the lives of these two older Nicaraguans who live in the cooler climate of San Marcos.
Whilst training for my Mission Intern ministry, we often discussed the ministry of presence and how many times the most powerful gift you can give to someone is simply being. We mentioned the difference between "doing for" and "being with". It makes me reflect on how many times in my life I strive to do for others. Fix things. Give MY talents. Do stuff. Stay busy. When perhaps, as Groseschel writes, I am trying to be "godlike".
I am living in Managua, Nicaragua. 2,250 miles away from my family (Yes, I am boss on Google Maps). Following a call to ministry abroad. And yet God is curently calling me to BE. To be patient. To seek the small moments. To seek ministry in the simple. To be with others. As a person who LOVES to be busy and LIVES like a crazy person, this is scary to me but for now I've felt the blessings that come with this calling. As time proceeds, I meet more people and find more things to do, I hope I remember the importance of not filling my life with DOING but instead remember to BE.
You have enough time to do everything God wants you to do.
When something small loudly demands all our attention, its noise often drowns out the whisper of what's enormously important.
-Weird: Because Normal Isn't Working by Craig Groseschel
Sitting around a simple, green, plastic table draped with a tablecloth adorned with pictures of reindeer and an elf-like character; resides two of my missionary friends, Nicaraguan grandparents and me. For at least two hours we sat, ate, laughed, watched Alex's chicken named "Capitan: Whachew mean?" run around the yard, and simply enjoyed each others company. In Nicaragua, I never set my phone on the table awaiting for it to light up and I find myself worrying less about things I "need" to do. I sat and actually felt fully present with all of these beautiful people and got to discover more about the lives of these two older Nicaraguans who live in the cooler climate of San Marcos.
Whilst training for my Mission Intern ministry, we often discussed the ministry of presence and how many times the most powerful gift you can give to someone is simply being. We mentioned the difference between "doing for" and "being with". It makes me reflect on how many times in my life I strive to do for others. Fix things. Give MY talents. Do stuff. Stay busy. When perhaps, as Groseschel writes, I am trying to be "godlike".
I am living in Managua, Nicaragua. 2,250 miles away from my family (Yes, I am boss on Google Maps). Following a call to ministry abroad. And yet God is curently calling me to BE. To be patient. To seek the small moments. To seek ministry in the simple. To be with others. As a person who LOVES to be busy and LIVES like a crazy person, this is scary to me but for now I've felt the blessings that come with this calling. As time proceeds, I meet more people and find more things to do, I hope I remember the importance of not filling my life with DOING but instead remember to BE.
Thursday, September 6
Whirlwind Week
As
I sit down to write this blog post and I reflect on last week, I feel
completely overwhelmed. This feeling may also be due to the fact I spent 8
hours today in Spanish class. Class has begun! However, I think I mainly feel
overwhelmed in a positive way because of all the things I participated in last
week. I received a taste of my experiences to come during my 5 weeks of
learning and training in Accion Medica's Mataglapa area. Then on Saturday,
treated myself to a day of surfing en la playa de Pochomil.
On
Wednesday, Alex and I jumped on a bus from Managua to Matagalpa. Then, we
traveled from Matagalpa to La Tuma. In La Tuma, Don Jorge, one of the drivers
for AMC, picked us up at a local tiendra where we awaited his arrival. From La
Tuma we went straight to the San Benito Land Banks where a corn festival took
place on some bumpy roads. I will explain the roads more in depth later. It was
quite the day of traveling! However, during this long commute I saw beautiful
sites and witnessed many new cultural differences between Nicaragua and my own
country. For example, I discovered many people, mainly boys in their youth, use
the buses as a means to make money. As the buses speed up and down the
mountains, well mainly down because they struggle to go up the giant hills,
different boys literally hop on to the bus carrying a bucket of different foods
and drinks to sell. They stay on the bus for a little while squeezing their way
through the small aisles, many times filled with extra people who overflowed
into standing in the aisles, with their large buckets or baskets. Then, when
they sell out or people are no longer interested the boys or people quickly
exit the bus at a different stop.
| Corn Festival at San Benito Land Bank |
Once
we arrived to the corn festival at the San Benito Land Banks, all the families
from the entire community, all the families who own land banks or
"associates" who help with the crops and animals were gathered at
this place with a small building for storage and a kitchen. A small covered
structure also existed which I assumed were for workshops, meetings, and
different gatherings such as the corn festival. Accion
Medica Cristiana purchases large chunks of land and allows people to apply for
about 5 acres of land in order to grow organic crops. The families slowly pay
for the "land banks" over time with no interest. The reason the area
is called a bank is because the money goes into a "bank" which in
turn allows the program to continue helping others as well.
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| Esperanaza is another name given to this particular land bank. The different sections represent the areas owned by different families and/or people. |
We
arrived right before the service began in which everyone honored and praised
God for not only the abundance of corn but also the many other crops grown in
the land bank. How miraculous it is that food, which provides economic and
health stability for all the families simply grows straight up out of the
ground. Some of you who grew up around farms may laugh at this obvious fact and
I knew where my vegetables and fruit came from before. However, to participate
in a worship directly thanking the Lord for the crops, while many vegetables,
still dusted with dirt, covered the table up front and hung from the ceiling as
celebratory decorations is a powerful experience. It is indeed miraculous!
Which when already aware of the negative aspects of processed, inorganic foods,
adds another level of almost sadness and concern that we as people
"hurt" and "ruin" what God places right before us; ready to
eat. After singing, praying, and celebrating, corn was served prepared in many
different ways. Atol- pudding made out of corn; guirila- similar to a tortilla
with more corn and thicker than a tortilla; tamales; and corn on the cob
covered my plate. After eating I had the chance to giggle with some of the
little girls and have short conversations with them. They were so curious as to
who I was and simply giggled and stared at me. Later, I got to follow a young
gentleman out to the fields and witness how to gather yucca. I stood next to a
tree and all of a sudden the young man yanked the tree over and began chopping
around the roots of the tree with a giant machete. The yucca grows as the roots
or at the roots. I'm unsure of the specifics at the moment. Totally
fascinating! I hope I get to use a giant machete in the near future. :)
Overall,
the corn festival allowed me to taste many new and different Nicaraguan foods,
gave me a glimpse at the different things I will be learning, and made me smile
as I felt the spirit of the Lord move through all the children and families in
the San Benito community.
The
first night Alex & I stayed in town and decided to attend Sandra's church.
Sandra is one of the women who works for the AMC office in La Dalia. The tiny church is perched right next to
a main road in town and we spent about 2.5 hours worshipping in the small
wooden structure. Although the
congregation & building are small, the heart of this church is LARGE. I'm
still astounded they worship about 4 days out of the week. What?!
The
next day we once again traveled outside of town to Santa Luce, which is where
the sleeping quarters are for groups/teams that help out at AMC. The dorms/kitchen/meeting room/offices
are located right next to a coffee plantation and it is located at quite a
distance in one of the mountains. Beautiful! My favorite part of the site is
the large porch, which spans the front of the property. All the AMC staff in the area gathered
for a workshop on interviews. Part of everyone's job, at times, involves
interviewing and documenting the different life stories surrounding the work of
AMC. Bethany & Estefan, two outside parties- I currently cannot recall the
organization Bethany works with, led the staff in the workshop and suggested a
format for phrasing questions. Ultimately, we want to narrow down on the
greatest change that has occurred in the interviewees life after participating
in an AMC workshop, receiving a land bank, receiving medical care, etc. I think
it was neat to meet in the location where I will be staying with future teams.
The
last day we headed to another land bank, New Jerusalem, where our two separate
interview groups met with two different men. The trip from Santa Luce to New
Jerusalem allowed me to understand why AMC goes through trucks about every 3
years. Everyone piled either into the front cab or stood/sat in the back of the
truck as we traveled through the rocky, bumpy roads. At times we had to come to
s complete stop before driving over a large rock and at different occasions we
drove through rivers. The first day I arrived and we drove to the corn festival
I proclaimed, "that was fun!", however; as the journeys continued the
journey itself was still fun and adventurous, but the ride became tiring and
almost nauseating.
Don
Orlando is the man my group interviews. He has a big, warm smile and he
radiates the fact he enjoys life. Orlando applied for a land bank in New
Jerusalem and received land about three years ago. The biggest change for him
was receiving the land and being able to work for himself instead of being, the
word he used, a "slave" for a wealthy plantation owner. Now he has food and some prosperity.
Orlando also mentioned enjoying the different workshops hosted by AMC and also
workshops by the government on water. I'm grateful Orlando was willing to share
his story and I think my interview team did a marvelous job of honoring Orlando
and capturing his story.
I
had an amazing time in the Matagalpa area and am excited to spend 5 weeks
learning from the staff in La Dalia and learning from the different people I
will encounter during my time beginning at the end of September.
Michelle,
Alex and I concluded the weekend by renting surfboards in Pochomill- a small
beach town. The waves were pretty
rough with strong undertow, but it was super fun to learn and try to improve my
surfing skills.
Thanks
for all your care and support!
I almost forgot! At the New Jerusalem Land Bank, we went on a hike to this gorgeous waterfall....
Tuesday, August 28
Last Wednesday, I along with Michelle & Alex (the two other Mission Interns whose jobs end in January) went to the Casa Ben Linder. The Casa Ben Linder meetings gather every Thursday morning to discuss issues facing Nicaragua and several different topics involving everything from economics to sustainable farming to U.S. issues in Nicaragua. I met Nan, another United Methodist missionary who works with another organization in Mangua, and the two missionaries sponsored by University Christian Church (UCC) in Fort Worth. UCC just sent a mission team to work with Tim & Laura Jean, the Global Ministries missionaries. To sit among a group of 20-30 people who are all passionate about working along side the poor in Nicaragua and working for social justice was a powerful experience. Although the group consists mainly of citizens from other countries, a few local Nicaraguan people attend the meetings as well.
The property is dedicated to Ben Linder. Ben Linder was U.S. citizen who died at the age of 27 while working in the village where he worked on small hydroelectric dam during an ambush by the Contra army. The Contra army was financed by the United States government. Ben was someone who wanted peace and justice to the beautiful people of Nicaragua. "It is the loss of something
that seems rare these days: a man with the courage to put his back behind
his beliefs. It would have been very easy for this bright, young man to
follow the path to a good job and a comfortable salary. Instead, he chose
to follow the lead of his conscience." http://www.greenempowerment.org/about-us/ben-linder
During this particular meeting, a woman named Lillian shared as much as she could fit into our short time together about her life in Nicaragua. She moved here as a young woman and over time has spent almost 30 years in Nicaragua. She shared stories of so many people willing to give everything in order to live in a more just country. Everyday common people who lent a helping hand during the revolution. Her stories involved personal accounts of joining the war front with the Sandinista army and working in solidarity with those involved in the war. It was interesting to hear her very personal history of Nicaragua. It's a lot different to hear about the history or read about than to have someone give you personal accounts of seeing people shot, fighting for justice, and being apart of the war. Lillian has deep passion for the history of Nicaragua, but she stopped her stories at 1992. When people urged her to continue until present day she said something along the lines of now Nicaragua is not the same Nicaragua she knew before. She said it feels like the revolution they won never even happened.
Nicaragua's history is an interesting one and embodies much of the culture today. At a later point, I will share the Nicaraguan history lesson I received last week. Also, I will work on taking pictures of Casa Ben Linder. It's still so amazing, yet peculiar to me to meet all different non-native people working to help a country and whose hearts beat for Nicaragua.
Sunday, August 26
One Week
I can't believe my time Managua already equates to an entire week. Wow! This week flew by. I already experienced so many different people, places, cultural differences, different foods, and sites. I have many things to reflect on and discuss with others but mainly I have stories. Stories I hope to share in a meaningful way because all my encounters in Nicaragua so far feel somewhat holy. I want to capture the "magic" behind these moments. Perhaps it's the warm spirit of the Nicaraguan people or the buzzing streets alive with culture.
Before I begin, I want to reflect on the fact my family as well as many others are going through some big, transitional phases in life. Some changes are due to the new school year or the time of year. Some are planned events. While other changes may be sudden or unwanted. Then, I have fellow missionaries who are ready for a transition as they restlessly await visas to enter their new countries. As we all know transitions can be hard, but I am constantly reminded that God is with us every step of the way. Also, the community surrounding you is ready to out pour their love and support for you that already exists. I may sound cliche. I may sound like I am simply repeating overused words of encouragement. However, God's unconditional love & the ability for a community to embrace & support one of it's members are amazing realities that have recently "punched me in the face". Don't underestimate what happens when you rely on God & your community. May you find peace, even if for slight moments, in your times of transition.
This week I befriended as well as trained alongside at different moments two young gentlemen making large transitions in their lives. Harlon & Edwin leave for Kenya tomorrow for 3 weeks of training as Communication for Change participants in order to prepare for several months in Norway. Around 30 other young adults from various countries attend the program as well. They had the opportunity to practice presenting about Nicaragua in front of several of the AMC staff. It was unique opportunity to learn a little more about this beautiful country from two young native people.
The only problem spending time with Harlon & Edwin is the fact they speak English, so I didn't practice Spanish very much this week. As someone who is certified to teach English as a Second Language and who empathizes when others struggle in English, it is interesting to be on the other end of the process. Everyone is very patient with me and when I say something that makes zero sense, Dona Rosa, my host, puts forth so much effort working with me to communicate. I'm simply amazed how two people can communicate when both parties know very little of the other's language. Presence & patience help tremendously. My fellow missionary, Alex, is going on one year with AMC and he assures(?) me my frustration/anxiety/impatience with learning Spanish will not cease; however, I just need to embrace the struggles. Okay, alright. I'm aiming to embrace my struggles con espanol.
To be continued...
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| San Salvador, El Salvador: layover during my flight to Nica |
This week I befriended as well as trained alongside at different moments two young gentlemen making large transitions in their lives. Harlon & Edwin leave for Kenya tomorrow for 3 weeks of training as Communication for Change participants in order to prepare for several months in Norway. Around 30 other young adults from various countries attend the program as well. They had the opportunity to practice presenting about Nicaragua in front of several of the AMC staff. It was unique opportunity to learn a little more about this beautiful country from two young native people.
The only problem spending time with Harlon & Edwin is the fact they speak English, so I didn't practice Spanish very much this week. As someone who is certified to teach English as a Second Language and who empathizes when others struggle in English, it is interesting to be on the other end of the process. Everyone is very patient with me and when I say something that makes zero sense, Dona Rosa, my host, puts forth so much effort working with me to communicate. I'm simply amazed how two people can communicate when both parties know very little of the other's language. Presence & patience help tremendously. My fellow missionary, Alex, is going on one year with AMC and he assures(?) me my frustration/anxiety/impatience with learning Spanish will not cease; however, I just need to embrace the struggles. Okay, alright. I'm aiming to embrace my struggles con espanol.
To be continued...
Thursday, August 23
Mi Cuarto
Here are pictures of my new room for the next 7 or so weeks! :) Mi cuarto!
No, I do not have hot water, but I honestly think I beginning to get accustomed to the cold water in the morning. In Nicaragua, everyone has to place the toilet paper in the trash can, but as long you have a plastic bag in your trash and change it often it doesn't seem like a big deal. I don't have air conditioning- I have the fan I turn on at night. It gets cool enough in the night to use my quilt. I'm grateful for my new, safe humble abode.
Whit
Wednesday, August 22
Home Church
First Christian Church of McKinney, TX.
Beginning of my faith journey.
I spent my last Sunday in the United States with my home congregation. It felt so good to worship with the community who helped raise me; who helped form my faith. The community who taught me how to live and serve in Christ's footsteps.
Neill, my minister, preached the words...
"Be strong! Be courageous!"
He also discussed that the journey God calls us to is not easy, but we need to be strong as we journey ahead. These are the exact words I needed to hear. Before leaving I began feeling nervous thinking about the unknown track ahead of me, yet as I hear Neill's words and sat among my church family I felt peace.
I flew out of DFW airport on Monday, August 20 feeling an overwhelming since of peace. Of course, I cried as I said goodbye to my parents who graciously delivered me to the airport, but then I simply felt peaceful.
I had a quick layover in San Salvador, El Salvador. The airport in San Salvador is right next to beautiful mountains and I landed right when the sun was setting. Peace.
Now, I am spending this week in training with my organization, Accion Medica Cristiana. I'm all settled in a home stay literally right across the street from my future Spanish school.
I'm here.
I'm in Nicaragua.
Now, is the time for me to have patience, learn everything that I can, listen, and seek God in the small moments. :)
I spent my last Sunday in the United States with my home congregation. It felt so good to worship with the community who helped raise me; who helped form my faith. The community who taught me how to live and serve in Christ's footsteps.
Neill, my minister, preached the words...
"Be strong! Be courageous!"
He also discussed that the journey God calls us to is not easy, but we need to be strong as we journey ahead. These are the exact words I needed to hear. Before leaving I began feeling nervous thinking about the unknown track ahead of me, yet as I hear Neill's words and sat among my church family I felt peace.
I flew out of DFW airport on Monday, August 20 feeling an overwhelming since of peace. Of course, I cried as I said goodbye to my parents who graciously delivered me to the airport, but then I simply felt peaceful.
I had a quick layover in San Salvador, El Salvador. The airport in San Salvador is right next to beautiful mountains and I landed right when the sun was setting. Peace.
Now, I am spending this week in training with my organization, Accion Medica Cristiana. I'm all settled in a home stay literally right across the street from my future Spanish school.
I'm here.
I'm in Nicaragua.
Now, is the time for me to have patience, learn everything that I can, listen, and seek God in the small moments. :)
Thank you for all your continued support! I will write more details later this week.
Dios te bendiga.
Whitney P.
Monday, August 13
Preparing In Any Possible Way
I spent the evening back in Fort Worth, TX, the city where I spent my four years in college and a place I consider another home. In a week from today I will be boarding a TACA jet and flying to Managua, Nicaragua. I'm spending time preparing. I must say, I feel unprepared to prepare.
Tonight.was.perfect. I reunited with friends I haven't seen in a while. We cooked burgers and dogs and spent the evening hanging out in the pool. I felt extremely blessed. It felt like worship. Simple moments often times have HUGE impacts.
Sooo this preparing to leave thing. Ironically, I left to live in the Netherlands around this time last year. As important as it was for me to move to Holland at that time, this time feels different. I feel like I'm heading in the right direction. As a veteran expat, one would think I'm pretty okay with knowing how to prepare to leave, but that's so not true. I said goodbye to my brother a few days ago and bawled like a baby.
I'm saying goodbye to friends. Buying last minute things. Starting to pack. Staying busy. Tonight reminded me that I missing a crucial piece to moving on; soaking everything in and reflecting with God. I'm going to be more intentional with my next few days. I won't completely slow down, because it's me, but I want to take more moments to just BE.
Peace.
Whit
Tonight.was.perfect. I reunited with friends I haven't seen in a while. We cooked burgers and dogs and spent the evening hanging out in the pool. I felt extremely blessed. It felt like worship. Simple moments often times have HUGE impacts.
Sooo this preparing to leave thing. Ironically, I left to live in the Netherlands around this time last year. As important as it was for me to move to Holland at that time, this time feels different. I feel like I'm heading in the right direction. As a veteran expat, one would think I'm pretty okay with knowing how to prepare to leave, but that's so not true. I said goodbye to my brother a few days ago and bawled like a baby.
I'm saying goodbye to friends. Buying last minute things. Starting to pack. Staying busy. Tonight reminded me that I missing a crucial piece to moving on; soaking everything in and reflecting with God. I'm going to be more intentional with my next few days. I won't completely slow down, because it's me, but I want to take more moments to just BE.
Peace.
Whit
Wednesday, August 8
I posted the following New Years resolutions at the beginning of this year and I am happy to say that I accomplished or am in the process of accomplishing many of them. :) As I start on the new journey, I am excited to start new goals. What goals are YOU currently working on?
Resolutions
- Pray & read scripture on a daily basis.
Run a half marathon.June 10- Go on at least two backpacking trips with my brother.
- Start rock climbing.
Teach/work in another country or state.Off to Nica- Be a better listener.
- Learn to not over schedule myself.
Read more & limit watching shows to 3 hours a week.- Volunteer more.
Stop drinking so many "cokes."Start learning another language, again.SpanishPlay volleyball at least once a month.Sand league once a weekTry new foods.Sushi, Moroccan, Caribbean, Peruvian- Go on a road trip.
- Stop gossiping. period.
- Live on my own.
- LOVE PEOPLE MORE!
Tuesday, August 7
"Somehow, at this very moment, I feel more like me than ever before."
Laura Wise, Mission Intern
My fellow Mission Intern wrote this when we were about half way done with our 3.5 weeks of training. It sums up how I often felt during training. Although I'm about to embark on a tough, yet rewarding journey, it is a wondrous feeling to finally be doing what I've felt called to do for many years now. Now, I must say "see you later" to friends and family and prepare to leave over the next two weeks. Then, I'm off to Nicaragua. I'm ready to continue "feeling more like me".
Monday, August 6
I really appreciate what my friend Hanna has to say about Nicaragua and serving abroad from a Peace Corps viewpoint.
Check out her blog post "My Two Lives"here.
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